I'm sorry my posts are so depressing at the moment. I know tomorrow is another day....unfortunately, it'll be more of the same. The current situation (which I can't and won't talk about on here) - oh and it's not just one thing, it's several things - will hopefully be resolved in due course....well, one part of it will, the others are more long term.
Some of it is beyond my control. I know some people say if you can't control something, well there's no point in worrying about it. Easy to say - not easy to do! Especially not if you're a born worrier. And when the thing will affect you, directly or indirectly, it's still bloody worrying and stressful. And telling me not to worry about stuff is something I don't find remotely helpful.
I just feel completely bogged down by worry and stress, have done for months. And I wish some people would realise that just because they cope with things admirably, it doesn't mean we all can. Don't people think that if I could stop worrying and smile and brush it off and just get on with things, I would? I can't be all funny and smiley and laughing to order just because someone wants me to!