Thank you all, thank you so much for all the lovely comments and the several emails I've had from you wonderful readers, they all mean such a lot. It's so good to know that I have such lovely friends - and I do count you all as friends.
I don't know why I get these sorts of comments - they don't come with every post, thank goodness, far from it, but as well as the few I've mentioned before, I've had others that I've simply deleted and not said anything about. I guess how I respond depends on how I'm feeling at the time. Since our move here, we've settled in so well and truly feel the benefit of it, it's done both of us a world of good....as I said before, it made me realise just how deeply unhappy I was, for a long time, in the last place. However, I've been dealing with a few problems in the background (as well as the thing that happened last week) which I've not mentioned on my blog at all, but have been the cause of quite a bit of stress. So that's probably why this particular comment upset me so much.
There were a few things about it that really got to me - mainly because the writer had jumped to (wrong) conclusions, taken things I've talked about the wrong way, made assumptions and, worst of all, insinuated that I must have lied about our medical conditions on claims forms in order to claim 'benefits' to which we aren't actually entitled. They also specifically mentioned benefit fraud and advised me to be aware and watch what I say - erm, excuse me?!?! They tried to pass it off as a friendly warning, but there was certainly nothing friendly about it.
So let's get a few things straight, shall we. Firstly, in the very first instance, quite some time ago now, I had a telephone appointment with an Age UK financial advisor, who was very helpful indeed and then told me I could go and actually see one of their specialist benefits advisors, who held appointments in the village hall in the next village, once a fortnight. So that's what I did. She went through all of our finances and medical conditions, for both of us, and then told me what we were entitled to and how to claim - she used to work for the DWP as a benefits advisor, so she knew exactly what she was talking about. So that's how we came to be in receipt of Attendance and Carers allowances. The lovely benefits lady also told me I would be eligible for another couple of benefits, in my own right, but I chose not to apply for these - I'm pretty good at managing money and didn't want to 'sponge off the state', as it were. The Housing Support officer employed by our Housing Association, who visits all of us sheltered housing tenants here weekly, was the one who told me that we should apply for Council Tax relief, as we would almost certainly be eligible for it (she was right).
As to all the work that husband and I have done - at our caravan, the move from the old house and what we've done here in the new place - something else the anonymous commenter said - well, guess what, this is real life!! If I didn't say anything at all, my husband would very likely spend all day every day, dozing in his armchair in front of a blaring TV that he wasn't even watching (because his eyes are closed), with the remote control in his hand clutched to his chest so I can't even turn the TV off. I could just sit in my armchair in my bedroom, reading or crocheting (or even dozing myself!!), ignoring the housework and garden, getting shopping delivered, eating bought in frozen ready meals or ordering takeaways, only letting the dog out into the garden to do her business rather than taking her for a walk. We could just laze around and vegetate until we die, in other words.
Well, THAT'S NOT ME! And it's not going to be husband, either. His GP and both his consultants (for his heart problems and cognitive decline) have all said he should try and be as active, physically and mentally, as possible, in order to keep his health maintained for as long as possible. So I push him to do what he can.....yes he moans about it occasionally (well, quite a lot if truth be told) and sometimes says I nag him - but he knows the reason why and grumpily accepts it! In his younger, fitter days he did a lot of things, as well as working full time - he was very good at DIY (he built our kitchen in one of our houses, he built the whole thing from scratch, it wasn't just a case of fitting pre-made units), he put up shelves and assembled flatpack furniture for family and friends, he ran errands and did gardening and odd DIY jobs for elderly neighbours. All that knowledge and skill doesn't just disappear now he's 73, he can still do jobs, it just takes him a lot longer, he doesn't have as much strength as he once did and he does make mistakes sometimes because of his cognitive decline. There are of course things he just can't do anymore - like getting up a tree and chopping off big branches with a chainsaw, or painting ceilings, stairs and landings - in which case we get someone in to do it.
I myself have health conditions which mean I'm nearly always in pain (and I can't take anti-inflammatory meds as I have a bad adverse reaction to them), and am unsteady on my feet causing me to stumble and fall over occasionally, if I haven't got my walking stick. I can't kneel (arthritic knees and trochanteric bursitis in both hips), I have to be careful how I bend (or even stretch up to get something out of a high cupboard) as I have a weak disc in my spine which pops out regularly. I'm not giving up and sitting around refusing to do anything though because I'm just not that kind of person - I can't live in an untidy house, I hate seeing clutter everywhere or dirty dishes in the sink, I don't like ready meals or crap stuffed full of unknown manufactured chemicals. We haven't got wads of cash hidden under the mattress, so things we need or want have to be sourced second hand or made by us. I like a nice, comfortable home and a beautiful garden full of flowers and veg, so I/we do what we can to achieve that - we wouldn't get it by just sitting around doing sweet bugger all.
In short, I don't rely on others to do everything for me - I get on and do it myself. Or organise it at least, if I can't do it myself. I wasn't aware that being on certain 'benefits' (which, incidentally, aren't means-tested and are in fact allowances which people with disabilities and their carers are entitled to!) meant that your life stops and you are then supposed to sit around doing nothing until you die!!