Thank you for your enquiries and kind comments, they mean a lot, you're a great bunch.
I have been very low indeed, but things are picking up now and I'm feeling much more positive. Not got a lot to write about yet, but will be back soon.
I'm glad lockdown is easing off.....not that we've rushed out to the pub or been on a giant shopping trip - we haven't. I popped into a shoe shop yesterday and bought a much needed pair of shoes (went early and there were only 3 other people in the shop), then did our normal food shop, and that was it, enough excitement for one day. Not been out anywhere today.
Tomorrow I have a hospital appointment, a follow up with the consultant who did my bladder exploratory op back in January. I hope he'll have some good news, or some useful suggestions as to what happens next, as the problems are ongoing.