We were going to have another attempt at going to the van today, but heavy rain is forecast for the middle of the day so we're not going.....I won't be able to do any gardening, and being stuck in a relatively small static van with the TV on all day and a bored husband is not good. Even Betty gets bored if we're stuck inside the van.
I'll have to go and do a small top up shop (was planning on doing it on the way home from the van this afternoon), we're nearly out of fresh veg and milk. I'm going to investigate getting a box veg home delivery, fresh veg is what we eat the most of and thus it runs out quicker than anything else, and going shopping every few days means we usually spend more. I've written a list and am determined to stick to it, got to save money for the moving fund.
I cooked a pork shoulder joint in the slow cooker yesterday until it was falling apart (for pulled pork) and made a bbq sauce to go with it. I decided to try a bit of the pork - I haven't eaten pork (or beef, lamb, gammon or offal) for about a year now. Yuck, I didn't like it at all, so just had the veg with some of the sauce. So I'm still pescatarian, although I do eat minced chicken or turkey occasionally. It's the texture of meat I just don't like anymore, although I do quite like the smell of meat when it's cooking. Except for offal - the smell and look of it nowadays makes me want to heave - although I happily ate liver and kidneys in the past, wouldn't dream of it now though. Funny how our tastes change. Throughout my childhood, teens and 20s, the only veg I would eat were peas and potatoes - and, oddly enough, Brussels sprouts - now I eat and enjoy most veggies. Except for celery, which I hate with a passion, even the smell of it is revolting to me.
I've had 2 slices of rye sourdough bread over the weekend, one each day, and am back to feeling bloated and my weight loss has stalled. So that's convinced me to stay eating low carb indefinitely. I've told husband his weight loss is in his own hands - I will continue to cook a healthy low carb evening meal for us both, but what he chooses to eat for breakfast and lunch is up to him. We do generally have salads or homemade crustless quiche or frittata with a side salad for lunch, but he generally wants something carby with his. You can lead a horse to water.....
I hope the weather picks up for you, we're forecast rain every day for the foreseeable!
ReplyDeleteI am firmly convinced that, as adults, we must take that personal responsibility - just as you are doing. I'm not sure I could do a year without meat (unless I had to, of course, that would be a different kettle of fish) but you can and you really have found your own, personal responsibility.
ReplyDeleteGood for you! xx
You've done all you can for him...He has to want to try, otherwise you're just wasting your time.
ReplyDeleteHope the weather changes soon for you!
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Donna
Quite agree, Sooze. It's up to him what he eats. Maybe if he sees that you're losing weight and (hopefully) feeling better, he'll give it more of a try. Made me laugh when you talked about celery. That's always been the one food my husband can't stand, either! We haven't eaten meat or fish for over 40 years now. I can't imagine ever eating it again, just the thought makes me feel sick! I do hope the summer returns soon, it's more like autumn at the moment. xx
ReplyDeleteI have been vegetarian since 1992. No animals. Good luck with husband’s eating. You haven’t gone to your summer home as much this year it seems. Love your blog. One of few I read now.
ReplyDeleteSending hugs. If he wants to lose weight then it has to come from him. That's the only way it will work. Just remember that you are utterly awesome and doing great.
ReplyDeleteI so hope you get to go to your happy place very soon. I agree being stuck inside a caravan would be a rather boring time.
ReplyDeleteGod bless.
I've said exactly the same thing to Tony. I'll cook a really low carb meal but ultimately it's down to him whether he cuts our any extra carbs. I'm not going to stress about it any more. I definitely know that bloated feeling if I've eaten carbs.
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