Don't get me wrong, I'm having a lovely time here. Especially as today I'm on my own for a very welcome and much needed few hours alone whilst husband has gone home with Betty. But sometimes, thankfully rarely, life as it is now just all gets too much for me and I've been in floods of tears and feeling very much like those who should care, just don't.
It'll all be back to normal tomorrow, I'll have my big girls pants on again. And I'll have an even bigger barrier up around myself, so no bugger will get in.
I know what it is like to build those walls to keep the bastards out, the difficult thing is leaving a small gap so the good folk can slip in occasionally, xx
ReplyDeleteSending big hugs. xx
ReplyDeleteSooze, sometimes it's good to be able to let out those emotions and tears; you rarely have the time and space to let it all out. I reckon you'll feel a lot better afterwards when Hubby and Betty are back with you. Have cuddles with Betty 'cos you deserve it. Enjoy the rest of your lovely caravan break.
ReplyDeleteSending you hugs, I hope you feel better soon x
ReplyDeleteI expect you are tired from preparing for your holiday. Perhaps you expect too much of yourself. Take more care, rest and crochet.
ReplyDeleteI hope those tears were a time of healing, sometimes I am hit with sadness too as I age. Be well my friend.
ReplyDeleteSometimes those walls are perfect to keep us from being hurt. Hope you get the couple of hours rest you need.
ReplyDeleteGod bless.
A good cry is just what you need sometimes. Relax and enjoy the rest of your Me time, surrounded by all our hugs from poppy and Valxx
ReplyDeleteVery relatable and totally understandable that you feel that way. I hope you feel better for allowing yourself a momentary wobble and come out feeling better/stronger. Hopefully a bit of precious alone time & space will help. X
ReplyDeleteYour body knew you would not be disturbed, which enabled it to let rip and let it all out. Hopefully you managed to rest and sleep and healing afterwards.
ReplyDeleteI'm hoping that you felt a good release afterwards . . . you have lived under stress for a long time now. Maybe it helped. xx
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