I'm having terrible gut problems again, entirely due to stress and anxiety. So much so that I can't even think about food without feeling sick. So my meals are small and very plain....last night for dinner husband had a pork stirfry, which he did himself, and I had a very small microwaved jacket potato with some green veg, half of which I left. I've just prepped a pan of carrot & parsnip soup for lunch, for dinner tonight I'll have a cheese & tomato omelette - husband will have a pork roll (I made bbq pulled pork for him a couple of days ago) with chips and salad.
My hair is the greyest it's ever been, it desperately needs colouring again but right now I just can't be arsed. I'm sure nobody cares (or even notices) what colour my hair is anyway.
Husband is out this morning, he's gone to have his regular brunch at a pub in town with his best mate, then he's got a few things to do in town.
Yesterday he got his cardiology appointment following referral from our GP - unbelievably, it's for 3 APRIL 2023! So 5 months away. Now, the GP told us he wasn't requesting an 'Urgent, to be seen within 2 weeks' appointment, but was expecting the appointment would be within 5 or 6 weeks, having told them husband's current angina and breathlessness symptoms and given the 'Needs further investigation' note on husband's chest x-ray. Husband needs to see his GP again very soon, so he'll have a word with him about it.
Whilst I know the reasons for my current state of mind, some of the stuff isn't anything I can influence or do anything about. I know people sometimes say if you can't change what's happening, then no point in worrying about it......yes probably true, but that's easier said than done. We're not all the same, we're not all able to just dismiss things and carry on regardless.
The hospital have just rung and offered husband a cancellation appointment for Thursday next week - so that's a really good thing (the only good thing to have happened recently).