Last night was unbearably hot, even with the windows open. I don't normally have the bedroom windows open at night (in case of 8-legged things coming in, as I have a phobia of them, and because the slightest noise, even an owl, wakes me up), but did last night as it was just so hot. Not that it made any difference to the oppressive heat in the bedroom.
Cousin has asked me to write something, a memory of Aunt, for the celebrant to include in her eulogy at the funeral, so I spent the night thinking about Sylvia and all the many good times and laughter moments we shared. I think I've got the right one to include. Can't believe there's still 12 days to go before the funeral, the wait seems interminable.
I just don't feel like doing anything lately. I suppose it's partly the heat (it's forecast to be a lot cooler today, thankfully, although it doesn't feel like it at the mo), partly exhaustion as my lack of sleep has been even worse lately due to the heat. And partly because we seem to be in limbo with waiting for the funeral and for husband's scan results - nothing through the post or from the GP yet. I just feel like I can't move on until things have happened. Obviously it would be great if husband's scan showed up nothing nasty....but even if it does, it'll be a positive thing because I can cope with anything, so long as I know what it is we're dealing with. And right now we don't know.
Things are tight financially again too, having had to pay out £73 at the vets the other day, and it looks like our kettle is on the blink. I'm so fed up with struggling all the time....since the horrendously expensive repairs for the money pit car from hell last October, we've found it difficult to catch up. It would be so nice to have an easier life. Somebody said to me the other day "all you need is love".....well, a sackful of money, good health and no worries would be on my list.
I wonder where Sue in Suffolk is? She normally posts daily but hasn't recently.....I hope you're alright, Sue. And Pam, still no word from her.
Sue said she's taking a few days off blogging. Sorry, brain like a sieve atm.